Everything is just falling to little pieces that I just can't seem to put back together right now. My rooming situation is ok...but I wish it was different and I just don't have the courage right now to talk to my roommate about it. This would be the perfect time to get up and move out of my current room and into another. Since she is not going to be here this weekend. But, when I think about that...that just seems like the cowards way out. ::sigh:: Almost everyone I've talked to regarding this issue all have said that I should move and just leave her since she is just an added stress factor in my life that I do not need at the moment. Which is true...I am under a lot of stress.

Plus, on top of the stress dealing with my roommate, I have stress dealing with school. Sine I just got an e-mail saying the Dean wants to meet with me regarding my grades. Which I know isn't the worlds best, but I am trying my best. There isn't really anything else I can do. I would just like them to see how it is to be in my shoes and see how it is dealing with a roommate issue, busy with extracurricular activities, a long distance relationship, trying to keep up with homework, and on top of it have a learning disability no less. Plus, suffering from homesickness.

Needless to say...I WANT TO GO HOME! And I'm real close to saying screw college, screw getting a degree, screw having a roommate, screw a lot of things and just say "GroundOwl here I come! I'm staying home for GOOD!"